This has been one of those really bad days. I'm forcing myself to move. I made a list of everything I need to do and there is no way I'm going to get it all done. I've watched my diet today, and made sure I ate protein in both meals. It just pretty much stinks. I'm a 38 year old woman and I have to force myself to move and do. :( I have to. I have too many people depending on me. I guess it's a good thing they do need me or I'd lack the motivation or determination to fight through as much as I do.
I find myself torn between thankfullness that we finally know what is going on and can treat it to wondering if I can stand the treatment. I have my moments of wanting to stand on the roof top and scream at all my critics. All those people who dogged me and beat me down becasue they didn't understand what was going on with me. All those people who think I am lazy or have criticized my house keeping abilities. Everyone that fussed at me for my forgetfulness or being unorganized. I AM NOT LAZY or CRAZY! So THERE! I'm also so very thankful though for the people in my life that have been patient with me and who have attempted to help me. You have been my lifeline.
I see Dr. Troung tomorrow morning. It's just a follow up appt. We won't know more about how treatment will progress until the results from blood work.
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